30 June 2017
Adult
Having been surrounded by so much innocence and purity, I unconciously turned back time in my mind. Because I forgot who I was before I became who I am now.
And so, I immersed myself into my childhood days. Feeling the things that I felt. Doing the things that I did. Talking about the things that I talked about. Laughing. Smiling. Having fun. Just being alive.
But I was being alive for too long.
I forgot what being an adult meant. It meant responsibilties. It meant restrictions. It meant giving up. It meant not living.
I wanted to be someone they can rely on.
Now, inside, I am confused. The road is dark and I do not know the way.
Now, my internal compass points nowhere. I am broken, and lost.
I wanted to be someone they can rely on.
Now, inside, I am confused. The road is dark and I do not know the way.
Now, my internal compass points nowhere. I am broken, and lost.
